On Sunday I had the opportunity  to go to a taping of an episode of Australian Idol here in Sydney.
A bunch of us girls took the train from the Hills District (where we reside) to Central Station - from there we took the bus to Fox studios where the taping was held in studio.

It was the top 6 performing songs from Film & Theatre - and the guest judge was Liza Minnelli.

I debated about whether I should write this blog or not... but, I finally decided to... because it is a huge relief getting this off my chest...

I have been living here in Australia for almost 10 months now... and in the same house, with the same housemates the entire time...
But, even though we've been through so much together, I still feel like the outsider in the house...
I have missed out on some great house bonding times because of my financial situation, and now I feel like after I leave here I won't be missed by those who are staying...
Is it sad when you feel like a stranger in your own house?

I live in a room with two other girls... in a house with 6 girls... but why do I feel so lonely?
Sometimes I feel unappreciated... unwanted... scared of the fact that I feel like (more often than not) I'm completely forgotten...

I know I'm probably just being paranoid... But it is difficult thinking that I am leaving here in less than 2 months - and I'm afraid that its gonna be like I was never here...

If you were here right now you would hear me sighing...

Hey, hey - I hope this day sees you well!
I decided that I would start on a weekly basis sharing music with you that has inspired me, caused me to think... or, I think are just plain amazing!