Kristina
This is a collection of jumbled thought that kind of - spewed out onto my computer... I do apologize if it gets a little messy!

Over the past few weeks God has continually been reminding me how very much I need him every moment, of every day…
I mean, I am NOTHING without his love, grace, guidance & forgiveness!

Recently I have been reading through the book The Deity Formerly Known As God by Jarrett Stevens from Willow Creek Community Church in Chicago.

This book is based on the 1952 classic, Your God Is Too Small by J.B. Phillips… Throughout the book Stevens tackles the distorted and destructive images of God that have been formed over the years, and then he explores constructive views that Jesus used of God.
  
So, while reading through this book - and having a couple incredible “God encounters” over the past few days, a couple of questions were raised:
  
WHY do I doubt God?

                WHY do I limit the Creator of the cosmos?

                                WHY do I think I know better than HIM?


I have come to the realization that - I'm selfish!
Huge shock I know... :o)
 
“If any of you wants to be my follower, you must turn from your selfish ways,
take up your cross daily, and follow me.
If you try to hang on to your life, you will lose it.
But if you give up your life for my sake, you will save it.
And what do you benefit if you gain the whole world but are yourself lost or destroyed?
If anyone is ashamed of me and my message,
the Son of Man will be ashamed of that person when he returns in his glory
and in the glory of the Father and the holy angels.
I tell you the truth, some standing here right now
will not die before they see the Kingdom of God.”
~ Luke 9:23b-27 (NLT)

    
I had never really thought about the fact that my limiting God was an act of selfishness... I mean - He is the creator of this vast universe... and STILL he cares so much about me that he sent his own son to die for me, much less, know the number of hairs I have on my head...
    
Jesus is the prime example of complete selflessness... Well, he IS after all the Son of God... He was sent here to earth to save us from our sin (one of which is selfishness), but he also gives us a great model for life in general...
  
Now - back to the greatness of God:

By the word of the Lord were the heavens made,
and all their host by the breath of His mouth.
    

  
He gathers the waters of the sea as in a bottle;
He puts the deeps in storage places.
  

  
 Let all the earth fear the Lord [revere and worship Him];
let all the inhabitants of the world stand in awe of Him.
   

   
Blessed (happy, fortunate, to be envied) is the nation whose God is the Lord,
the people He has chosen as His heritage.
The Lord looks from heaven, He beholds all the sons of men;
From His dwelling place He looks [intently] upon all the inhabitants of the earth--
   

   
He Who fashions the hearts of them all,
Who considers all their doings.
Behold, the Lord's eye is upon those who fear Him [who revere and worship Him with awe],
who wait for Him and hope in His mercy and loving-kindness,
   

   
Our inner selves wait [earnestly] for the Lord;
He is our Help and our Shield.
For in Him does our heart rejoice,
because we have trusted (relied on and been confident) in His holy name.
Let Your mercy and loving-kindness,
O Lord, be upon us, in proportion to our waiting and hoping for You.
~ Psalm 33:6-22 (AMP - emphasis my own)
  
Okay... I don't really have anything to follow that up with... But while you chew on that verse - here is a fantastic song that was recently written by one of our team members:

Give me eyes to see more of who You are

May what I behold still my anxious heart

Take what I have known and break it all apart 

You my God are greater still


No sky contains
No doubt restrains
All You are
 The greatness of our God
I spend my life to know 
and I'm far from close

To all You are
 the greatness of our God

Give me grace to see beyond this moment here
To believe that there is nothing left to fear
That You alone are high above it all

You my God are greater still

And there is nothing that could ever separate us

There is nothing that could ever
Separate us from Your love
No life no death of this I am convinced

You my God are greater still

No words could say or song convey
All You are
 The greatness of our God
I spend my life to know
 and I'm far from close

To all You are
 the greatness of our God
(c) Hillsong Music 2009


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Kristina
So, over the past few days I have been busy cleaning the house for our real-estate inspection (which is today)... Most of the girlies are on holiday - so, for the most part I did the majority of the cleaning... which is totally fine for me... I love to clean...

But - while I was cleaning, I found myself dreaming about a place of my own...
I am so thankful for all of the furniture that we have been given, and I completely understand that I am a poor college student with no job, living in college housing with 6 other college students (who also happen to be poor as well!) But I really want a place of my own...

I am an artistic person who is always dreaming and scheming up plans for my dream home... I may be a dork - but I have a journal full of pictures, floor plans, and ideas... Blame it on my talented and creative mother...

I want to be able to see all of those ideas that are jumbled in my head (or on a piece of paper) come to life...


But for now I will be okay with dreams...
So... here are a few photographs... gives you a little taste of what I love...

This is one of the most ingenious things... ever!
The windowsill with a shelf for plants, flowers, lamps... anything you want to display!

I absolutely adore this window!

I love the three totally different textures and patterns here...
the old hardwood floors, the black & white tile, with the modern floral rug... genius!

This is a brilliant combination of modern, antique, and vintage...

This chest of drawers is gorgeous!
I love the idea of taking what was intended to be in a bedroom - and using is a tv cabinet!

So... I think that maybe this is something I will do a little more regularly... Give you a little taste of my passions, and it gives me a chance to release some of this creativity that is pent-up inside of me!
Kristina
I don't have words that can describe how amazing the past few weeks have been...
All I can really say is God is SO good!

Last week (July 7-11) was Hillsong Conference located at the Acer Arena... 20,000 believers from all over the globe together under one roof worshiping, learning, growing, and meeting with God...


In the video below you can see part of the conference opening celebration... think the opening ceremony of the Olympics... I had the great privilege to work alongside the creators of the opener... I spent many hours in rehearsals and run-throughs... just take a look... it about sums up the whole week...


How I WISH you all could've been there... I would try to explain it to you... but, again... No words...
Kristina
This may not make any sense... my head has a lot of stuff rattling around up there... but I felt like I needed to share this!

Today I heard a wonderful quote from an incredible man of God...

"We need to live in the present - not the past. Because by living in this day that has never happened, gives us the opportunity to do things that have never been done."


I’m not sure why - but I got really fired up… The past is there to reflect upon and learn from… The future is there to dream about - but we are not living in it yet! We are given today!
AND we shouldn’t be wasting the days we do have! We are not called to just float by in life… we are here with a mission...

We are called… called to be a generation that rises up. A generation that isn’t afraid or ashamed of the gospel. A generation that is going to change the way the world sees the church of Jesus Christ. This generation is not one to be trifled with. We are an unstoppable force… a monsoon of love and justice with a passion to see the masses reeducated about who God is, what true love, mercy and forgiveness is…. and what it means to be a devout follower and disciple of Christ.

"I am God. I have called you to live right and well.
I have taken responsibility for you, kept you safe.
I have set you among my people to bind them to me,
and provided you as a lighthouse to the nations,
To make a start at bringing people into the open, into light:
opening blind eyes,
releasing prisoners from dungeons,
emptying the dark prisons. I am God. That's my name.
Isaiah 42:6-7 (NLT)



Kristina
I look up to the mountains; does my help come from the mountains?
No, my strength comes form God,
who made Heaven & Earth & mountains.
He won’t let you stumble,
your guardian God won’t fall asleep.
Not on your life!
Israel’s guardian will never dose or sleep!
God’s your guardian, right at your side to protect you.
Shielding you from sunstroke, sheltering you from moonstroke.
God guards you from every evil, he guards your very life.
He guards you when you leave and when you return, he guards you now.
He guards you always!
Psalm 121

I had the lovely opportunity to travel up into the mountains with two of my friends a couple of weeks ago... It was absolutely wonderful to get out of the Hills District, out into nature, and to be able to see what true Australian beauty really is.
Here is a collection of photographs that I took... these don't even begin to capture the magnificent wonder of God's creation.